Yeah, it was late. Usally I try to keep that in. I was tired and it felt good to vent. After I wanted to delete it but it I waited to long. Sorry about the grammar, and the the story being a little choppy in the middle. I posted too tired. Yeah, not to mention the hell it put my family and I through. Have two young daughters. Just trying to say keep on going, have something to look forward to. I can't tell you in the last twenty years how many lemons I've been handed. Just gotta make lemonade. Even if you get tired of the taste. Kept boas for most my life. I wanted something a little more smaller. The balls have been a blast. Keeps me going even when I don't want to.