That is such a nice black pastel!!!
I can seriously relate; the addiction hit me pretty hard.
Couple weeks ago I had no reptiles, and saw an albino on Craigslist and thought.. 'hmm... that's a super cheap albino. I always wanted an albino. I should get it as a pet.'
That single thought has mutated into an animal plastics rack with 7 ball pythons: three from craigslist, two from a breeder in Georgia, and two from a reptile expo, in just two weeks.
There's no hope for me.