Thought I'd better introduce myself as things seem to be a bit shaky .

[Zincubus]

I was bored so I spent about 5 minutes flipping through some of the posts you have made and already see why things are a "bit shakey". Everyone has already pointed it out to you so there is no need to dive into that anymore, but honestly this thread that you created seems like you are looking for people to go "aww he really is a nice guy" etc. Anyone can create a thread and apologize/justify their actions. A change in attitude will speak louder than you talking about yourself. Just my 2 cents.

Fair points .... although you notice I started this thread about 3 months ago ..... nothing to do with the recent eruptions ...

As to a change in attitude ..... maybe difficult as I will never change my stance on live feeding ..... as an Autistic Aspie I'm kinda " wired up" differently than you "normal" folk and so if something riles me I maybe select the wrong wordings or phrases to make a point. Also as I mentioned , if someone antagonises me I rarely back down. I'd also bet many of my ' suspect' posts were written in the early hours or very late in the evening when I wasn't thinking quite as rationally as I should .