I know how you feel my bee is off feed now she's right around 1000 grams so I'm not sure if I hit the "wall" or if its just the season. She was my first and I was really hoping she would be my first breeder at the end of this year but I'm not sure if it'll happen at this rate. It's really disappointing but I wouldn't call it quits just yet I've put too much time into my animals to give up on them. There's weeks that I'm pissed off that I'm wasting money as well by throwing out nice size perfectly fine feeders but I try to tell myself snakes will be snakes all the time. Just spread out your feedings more, switch up some enclosures and I'm sure they'll all be back on track with some patience.