Same here. I have to drive about 1 hour round trip every 3-4 days to get Dot a live pinkie rat as that's the closest place to me that has them that small all the time. And I guess im in the minority as I prefer to feed fresh killed vs frozen as I see it as home cooked meal vs tv dinner I cant wait till Dot grows big enough to eat small rats as my normal supplier who I buy medium rats for my red tail boa is much closer but the smallest she has is small rats.