Wow. Just read your other thread. I'm really glad that you pulled through. It can be really hard sometimes. While I have never actually attempted anything, I've definitely had days where I thought about it, but realized that my parents have no clue what they're doing when it comes to reptiles. And I made commitments with every single one of them and I intend to keep them. My deepest congratulations. I hope the hobby really helps you even more.