I am a guy but I have had similar thoughts before. I wouldn't say that they are freinds if you can't be yourself around them. Having freinds is highly over rated. Its great to have freinds but it would be best if those freinds knew you. People are so ignorant it's not even funny sometimes and they will usualy stay that way. I would try to be more open around them and see how they act. They either like you and appreciate you just as you are or they don't deserve you!![]()