^^^ This and in my opinion you come off as a attention starved child. You seem to have trouble with controlling your verbal diarhea on the internet. You started out making a really interesting impression when you joined, then apologized, and now this. Possible that you may need to step away and re-evaluate how you conduct yourself. I would hope that you do not act like this in a real world enviroment. Anyways, i believe the forum is here for people to share and learn from others that share the same interests. I don't believe its intent is for people who need constant attention. Just my opinion though.