ok here's a little story. So about 4 months ago I became acquaintances with a breeder. I've been waiting on a clutch of pastel lessers of this breeders to hatch. They hatched out at the end of October. They said I had first dibs after they all first shed. So they shed and I picked one out. However the one I picked out wouldn't eat. If finally ate a few mouse hoppers cause he refused rats. I've been waiting for 6 months now and becoming very impatient so I said I'd like to see the others and pick another one out. So they sent me pics of all them and I really don't like the others. So late last night I was on king snake.com and saw this amazing snake that I want really bad. Now I feel bad cause I told this person I was going to buy from them for 6 months. Should I just be honest and say I'm not interested anymore and quickly make an offer on the kingsnake add?