.jpg "ballpythonluvr's Avatar")
I too have gone through this before. I used to have four snakes but I soon found it to be more of a chore then a passion. I ended up rehoming three of the four snakes, it was for the best interest of the animals and myself. I gave myself a break for a little while. There is no shame in admitting that you need help and that you do what is best for the animals. When you find your passion turning into a chore, then yes, it is time to rehome the animals. What really helped me was keeping my big male normal male that started the passion for me in the first place. I have such a bond with this snake and I could not part with him even if I tried. I love him very much and I am very much passionate about him and taking care of him. I have slowly picked myself up off of the ground and once again found out just how much I love my hobby. Depression is a real downer and I have been there and done that already. I sought counseling and it really helped me to be able to focus on the real issues. I find my snakes very therapeutic now and they are a welcome distraction from the world of depression. They give me a sense of purpose and keep me in a steady routine that helps get me through each day. Just take the time to figure out what you really want and need right now. Perhaps just holding onto one of your snakes will help you decide what you really want to do. If you need to talk, I am just a PM away.
Reply With Quote