nope no luck yet. i really have no idea where she is. my apartment isn't big at all there is just a lot of places she can hide. but even then i find it extremely hard to believe she hasn't even made a peep (sound traps) or shown her face once at night. unfortunately, i think she's gone. last night i found a hole near my kitchen sink that was big enough for her to fit in. i couldn't see into it though because it was too dark. so i taped my cell phone to a hockey stick and put on the flash and recorded. i got it as far in as i could and noticed that the flooring to my bathroom got in the way of most of the shot. but when i tilted the hockey stick to the right i noticed that there is a long fall (i am on the second floor) to the first floor. so if she got in that hole then she is more than likely trapped in between floors and will never be able to get out.

for the last 3-4 i have been so bummed out. i feel like i have been totally knocked down a peg and its super hard to come to grips with that she might just be gone forever.

like i said before, i read all these stories of escapees and they don't find it for weeks, months or even a year later but i am in a small apartment and i just find it really hard to believe that within the last 3-4 days i haven't heard or seen anything from here. nothing is different. none of the sound traps are even moved or anything. i have them everywhere. all along the baseboards, behind the rack, under the couch, every dark and warm space has one. i really don't know what to do.

sorry for the long rant. i just can't get over this.