Won't be doing any praying as I am not a believer, however I will say that I am incredibly sorry for your loss. I know people say that this type of thing is harder to bear when you know it it coming, which is what happened with my grandfather, but I've also lost people unexpectedly and it sucks just as bad. I'm sorry that you had to experience a loss like this at such a young age. I personally didn't experience any real loss until I was in my twenties. I know it is still soon and you are likely still in shock but as the shock wears off, if you find yourself having a hard time dealing with the loss, PLEASE make sure to talk to someone about it. There is no shame in getting help for dealing with this type of thing and someone trained to do so could offer different ways to cope if you find that you are having a hard time going it on your own. Again, I am very sorry for your loss but I'm glad that you felt that you could come on here and share about it. While I don't speak for everyone here I can say with a fair amount of certainty that we're here for you.