I really applaud you opening up like that. That is really difficult! I am in nursing school and have been studying eating disorders. The topic is a great interest of mine because my sister died from bulimia 2 years ago. Its wonderful that you are trying to conquer the binge eating disorder. Do you have any professional help and support set up? Doing it on your own can be overwhelming. A great website that I have used a lot is www.nationaleatingdisorders.org I think you're off to a great start by opening up and I'm cheering for you. Thanks for sharing.

Jacky