I see my reply was answered already..
I just dont understand how you can be so chill about not providing the best care.
Im a cold hearted sob too, i separate myself emotionally from this hobby alot. Ive lost babies before, and it sucks dont get me wrong, but i dont cry about it. Because i know it wasnt an error in what I did. Nature acts weird sometimes..
You need to eliminate variables, not introduce them, u have beeding animals u have run off a zoomed im assuming reostat?
This is not s cheap hobby!!! Its not knitting.. Cant just pick up some cheap sticks.. U need titanium rods, or else the figurative scarf your trying to make is gonna unravel, and your gonna be left with a big headache.
My rant and .02