Julie, I'm so sorry for your loss.
I've had two snake RIs that seemed to go and come back and are now being nebulized while the new meds are being ordered.
I've developed a phobia of RIs and drive everybody here crazy with my jumpy worrying over every little 'off' thing I see, now.
They were very lucky to have you for a 'mom'.
Many animals die without ever having been loved.
The lucky ones leave behind those of us who do grieve.
Your snakes were very fortunate to have had you for as long as they did.
That counts for a lot.