I don't think I could ever do that
When I was really young, my parents rented a place that was on someone's farm. There was this BIG bull that I would feed hay to from the other side of the fence, my mom hated it because it was kinda dangerous, I was probably 5 at the the time. One day he stopped coming to the fence and my mom told me he started a family and had to go, but looking back on it now, I know he went the slaughter house.