Really sorry to hear that - It's never easy losing a beloved pet.

I completely understand not being able to get another Mojave - I lost my Tegu a couple years ago, and even though I could more than afford another now, I can't get over losing him, so I'm getting a BP morph at the next Expo instead. When you really care about your critters, it hits you hard. Doesn't mean people like us are sentimental nuts - it means we have a heart.

Best of luck to the future, and I'm so sorry you lost Lazy.
~ Liz