All im going to say is I know it sucks... A year ago today I was a size 2-4, 5'9 and feeling pretty damn good about it. Now I have gained about 15 ibs, (size 6-8) my pants dont fit right and every time I put them on all my insecurities raise their ugly heads. It doesnt matter what you look like, its how you feel about how you look. I just got engaged and I have been trying desperately to get back into my old work out routines... Sometimes though it can be really frustrating when I work out. After a work out I feel great.. then when I shower and put on my fav. pair of jeans my mood drops. I know it takes a while to get back into shape, but im impatient and I wanna feel good now because I know how good I felt then. You are not alone, if you keep at it and dont let that feeling get out of control then you will get back to where you want to be in time..

But believe me I know waiting is a :cens0r::cens0r::cens0r::cens0r::cens0r:.