If you are fruity, I must be fruity too. I've cried over tarantulas. Right now my dog with Canine Cognitive Dysfuction is nearing the point where we'll need to put her down and my beloved Cyclura, Kismet, has a bacterial infection that might be just an oviduct and I'm praying is not related to an egg since she was gravid.

I had a missing blue phase iguana for two weeks. I know how hard this is and I hope and pray you find your baby.

And I don't think you are overreacting.