My deepest congratulations on getting on the right path!
As someone who had struggled with major and manic depression for most of my life I get where you're coming from, its really hard. I only within the last 3 years am really getting to where someone my age (24) should be emotionally and otherwise after over a 5 year black hole depression. I tried to commit myself, kill myself, and had the suicide prevention people out to my house more times than I'd like to recount.
I can promise you that with the right choices and you really wanting to get healthy again mentally that life can and will get better. I can really vividly remember truly not wanting to live anymore, not wanting to suffer anymore. But looking at where I am now and how far I've come, even as much as I suffered then, I am SO glad I didn't end it because I wouldn't be where I am now.
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