Sounds like you're under a lot of stress and you need to trim off whatever might be the easiest to let go of.. I'm not saying it's easy, but school, work, and everything else you require for your future should come first. I think you should adopt them to people who will give them great homes! You should feel better knowing that they're going to live the lives you would have given them. They'll scarf on all the bugs and calcium their little tummies can take! When everything starts to settle down, and once you've gotten the hang of everything, you can slowly start to grow your collection from scratch!