You DO deserve it! We're trying to do something similar. We'll be looking for a beautiful piece of property next summer, and then once we save up another good chunk of cash we'll start putting some sort of house on it. Right now it's a 50/50 split between a modular, and something site built but with all the energy saving doodads. He's in his 40's, I'm almost 40, it'd be nice to not have such high utility bills for the rest of our lives.