I know right now having a child wouldn't be a good choice, so I really just don't think about it. My boyfriend already has 2 children, and the only reason I can see myself deciding to have one in the future is if an accident happens (I'm pro choice, but wouldn't chose to terminate it myself) or if I get into a financially stable situation where I can pursue my hobbies and passions as well as afford to provide a good life. It's a very serious matter to me since I had 3 siblings after I was born, and it's unsure whether or not my brothers will have the same resources as I do when they get to college age, and that scares me a little (well, a lot). I'll admit that the idea of having children really appeals to me, and my boyfriend is a fantastic father, which is something I hadn't thought I'd find either. For now, I have faith in my birth control and trust that if the opportunity arises and I'm still in the same mindset (being 21 I figure things will still shift and change a bit) that things will happen as they should.