http://www.txdps.state.tx.us/mpch/mp...083:27:26PM%27
I dont put much of "my stuff" out there but I have found it to help in some situations.
I do know the feelings you are going through because I am there almost everyday. You would think after 33 years I would have learned to cope with it but the little boy in me still asks "What did I do wrong to make my mommy leave?" while the man in me knows my deadbeat dad murdered her. I have decided that I will find her body when he gets paroled in a couple years regardless of what it takes
You just have to have a reason to live, no matter how large or small it is. In my mind, my family and pets would all die if I wasnt here to take care of them. This is the reason I allow myself to breath another day. I know it sounds screwy but then again I am kind of screwed in the head anyway.
You have me on facebook and here also if yo want to talk feel free to PM me.
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