Thanks, but I don't know what I can do... I just hope that he goes quickly and peacefully if I don't find him, and I hope my dogs don't find him when I'm not watching. I swear to god that if I do find him, I will become the most helpful person in the world to everyone and never do anything bad again. I will rebuild my racks so they are perfect, and donate/volunteer to my local shelter more than I do now.
I'm just am so thankful that I at least found my girl. I made a whole new bin for her just now, and I feel like setting the rack I had on fire. I never have been so happy to see her.
If only I can find my boy... I feel like I lost a piece of my heart.
Thanks everyone for your support, sorry that I'm a blubbering mess.