Believe me I thought long and hard before posting. But I made sure to explain that this was an honest mistake. I can't say it was an accident because accidents are unavoidable. This was a huge mistake on my behalf where I failed to pay 100% attention to somethign I've done a hundred times and the one time I messed up, it costs me big.
Even if people wanted to criticize, I couldn't blame them, that picture looks horrible. But I have enough confidence in myself as a keeper to put past w.e negative comments behind me.
I accept full responsibility for this and what matters now is that I'm trying to fix it.
I do want to thank everyone for understanding what happened and not busting my balls for it. I don't think I've read a single negative comment. I just hope this doesn't happen to anyone else on here.