My heart is broken...

[ballpythonluvr]

But what if she doesn't go somewhere peaceful? How do I know where she's going??? I wish I could die before her to make sure she's going somewhere good--and I hate when people go places I can't follow! I hate not knowing! I hate all of this! I hate it! Why do we outlive our pets? Why??

Hon, you just have to know that she will be at peace. Her suffering right now is not what you want. You just have to believe and know that she loves you very much. Have you ever looked into her eyes and seen the way that she looks at you? I am sure she has much love and adoration for you Shellie. I hate it too that I don't know where my cat is right now but at least I know he is not here with me being sick everyday of his life. This brings me comfort.