I am sooo sorry to hear this. I know first hand what you are going thru - I just lost my baby girl of 10 years to cancer back on June 24th of this year.

We too had put her thru surgery and then up to 18 meds a day but the cancer just kept coming back and it was on her poor face (a mastcell tumor)- it was just awful and we finally decided that we were keeping her alive for ourselves not for her best benefit.

I loved her deeply and I'm sure you love your child. Just take some peace in knowing that she wont be suffering any longer and the process of putting them to sleep is very peaceful and painless. I was right there holding my baby when they put her down - I will never forget her.

Godspeed to your baby. You are in my prayers.

Be strong - and keep telling yourself that you are doing this for her!!!