Sure wish I could give some advice here but I am in the should I or shouldnt I boat

I really want to get my first clutch on the ground just for the knowledge and understanding.
I am not dealing with any "high" dollar morphs so is all the stress worth the outcome?

On the other hand, I dont want to be the kid with the new baseball glove. I can already see myself running to the game only to find everyone already left before I even got started

Hopes, dreams and wishes.....................