Not much on words but you already have some good advice above. I myself had issues I had to deal with from the past. Sounds like you are working on yours the right way and atleast you are dealing with them and not brushing them to the side which never works imo. I see you believe. Check out the serenity prayer if you have not found it already. Saves my butt everyday...The old saying "Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery..." rings true in my book to.