I have in my life time suffered with depression. Now that I am older I have other issues. Things that come a long with age. Back problems, arthritis, carpal tunnel etc. I have days were I am just tired of dealing with it. Having God in my life has changed my life. I have a great husband who keeps me going. I also have my animals to care for. I do the best I can to take care and provide for them. I don't have time to be depressed now. So no I don't think it was a bad thing for you to get a snake at all. I wish you luck with your depression I know how messed up it can be.