She just replied on Fauna.
Originally Posted by crissabella
I cannot begin to say how ashamed I am at all the horrific things I have done to people I considered friends on Fauna, but especially to Kevin, whom I treated the worst and never, ever wanted to hurt in the entire world. What makes my actions reprehensible is that I condemned others for doing exactly what I did, creating a make believe life that was much better than my own, and what I hoped to have.
My actions are inexcusable to say the least, and I took advantage of each and every one of you on Fauna. Everyone deserves to take their best shots at me, because I deserve all your hatred and your anger. I cannot begin to make amends for any of my actions, I can only say that I am getting help for the serious emotional issues that I have dealt with my entire life but even with this I do not know if it will be any help.
I admit I lied about everything regarding twins scam, from beginning to end. The hurt and betrayal that I have caused Fauna, it’s members, and Kevin, is something that I cannot ever repair, and the damage I have caused is all my doing.
What I didn’t lie about was my love for reptiles and this wonderful hobby, and now I have no one to blame but myself for destroying whatever friendships I may have had and life with a truly wonderful man.
I am a coward for doing what I did, and not admitting it earlier, I know and accept that. I am truly sorry for everything I have done, but I know I’m Sorry just won’t cut it. This I will have to live with the rest of my life.