my first attempt at feeding my girl bp a small rat was a success. i guess i should be very happy but screaming of the rat just ruined it for me. it was soo loud and soo much of it that i felt real real horrible and it ruined my good mood for a while. i know ill get used to it and ill be fine doin it but it was just soo awful the first time. has anyone else ever hae that happen to them where a mouse or a rat made sooo much noise that it just made u feel really really horrible?