Many moons ago, I took out my first mortgage for $20,000 (a very inconsequential amount for a mortgage today). I then learned what an amortization schedule was and was very unhappy to learn that if I payed my loan off in the 30 years of the life of the mortgage I would have repaid $69,000.
I learned to always find out the total payback price before borrowing for anything. Do you think that if you take out a loan for a car with a purchase price of $30,000 on a 6 year loan that you are really paying $30,000 for the car?
Any loan tallies up that way. If you can't bear to pay the interest, you shouldn't approach the lender and ask them for a loan.
I can surely understand that you don't enjoy paying back the money, but I just can't view it as a ripoff when the loan was made as a result of your instigation and you signed papers agreeing to the terms.
And for edification, let me add that I have a son with a mortgage of his own and has a wife and young son, who has been unable to find a job in more than a year and whose unemployment compensation has run out. He has now returned to school because of the dismal job market in Michigan.