i have an appt to see someone on the 13th & an appt to see a neurologist for the shaking on the 29th. i was told by the neurologist's assistant while i was in the hospital, that i have a central tremor. its supposed to be hereditary. im on meds for it now & may have to be for the rest of my life i think. i dont know. whatever. i'll find out whats goin' on when i see the actual neurologist on the 29th. i've been shaking since i was a small child & my mom said it got real bad when i was over-stimulated, anxious, upset or had too much sugar that day. im in the process of cutting at least 80% of the sugar out of my diet.
i try to focus on positive things & remind myself of the good things i've got going for me but, i dont know...im 3000 miles from the support of my family the few friends i had & i'm slow to trust cuz of how many people stabbed me in the back in california.
[sigh] ok enough of this blubbering. thx ya'll for being so kind & understanding.