Thanks guys .. you all make me feel better. Life in general if going good, but .. uhg. I am meeting a special someone in 10 days ... and this is when everything goes wrong with me. It's like .. why? I have time to fix it, and be ready .. it just adds stress.
Then I get to work an get hounded by people about my weight loss rate, and how it's not healthy blah blah blah. Long story short, I decided they are either motivated by jealousy or true concern, which is fine I guess but I offered them to follow me around for a week and watch me eat and exercise and then it changed from "we are concered you are losing too fast" to "we believe you that you are doing it right!".
Sigh .. I dunno, it just got to me.