If it makes you feel any better, I had a really weird dream. We just picked up a BP this past Sunday. We got her all set up in her new home, checked her out for a bit then left her alone. During the time we were checking her out, my fiance brought the cat-Gus in the room and held him while he watched the snake too. Side note: the room the snake is in always has it's door closed unless we're in there, the cats (there are two-Gus and Charlie) will never have the opportunity to hurt her-the snake.
Well that night I had a dream that we were feeding her kittens AND THEY LOOKED LIKE GUS! I was crying my eyes out. They were small-like a medium rat or so...but I kept saying-they're kittens...we can't feed her kittens...and I don't remember if the other person in my dream (never saw them) said anything or if I just knew what they wanted to say....Jake has to eat. This is what snakes eat...
It was WEIRD and when I woke up I felt...gross. I checked on Gus & Charlie...and Jake. Everyone was okay and nobody was eating any body else.