I think the reason it takes people so long to respond to something like this, if at all, is because its so hard to read this. None of us want to think about one of the people we talk to on here going through that kind of hard time. During the time I was a lurker and had not registered yet, I saw a few people buy amazing new animals and then just months later had to sell them.
Its horrible to think how you must feel. It took me a few years to get back on my feet after a bad car accident which left me homeless because I couldnt work for quite some time. I can only imagine what your feeling but if its anything like what I was feeling, I know its not good..
All I can say is to keep your head up. Keep trying. Try not to get too down. I know its very hard to block those thoughts at times but its very unhealthy and will get you no where in the end.
I truly do wish you luck and hope that you will be ok. I still spend most nights wondering the very same things. Just hang in there. These will make you smile
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