real quick I got to say , in my opinion, wisdom comes from learning and not age. I know plenty of people , includeing my 56 year old father, whom keep making the same mistake over and over again. Anyway....

Im glad to hear things are better Rhino. I just turned 20 last month and I can honestly say I know how you feel/felt, for I am in the same position.I just hope that I possess the same resolve as you do and that I will be able to find a job I like and can creat a life worth living. Your story has given me a little hope, thank you.