I spend a lot of time around my friends. My best friend worries a lot about me and she's extremely good to me, I spend most of my free time around her. Last night we had a party at her place with one of my highschool friends and a few of our college friends. I do spend a lot of time around people, the only issue that comes up is when my ex girlfriend is around I tend to disappear as I really dont think she wants me around right now. Then my job leaves me alone for 7 hours a night. But I do stay social with friends, however new people and new relationships (acquaintances, friendships, etc.) are my main issue. I have expressed this to a few of my friends and some of them tried pushing me to do things on my own that i'm not really comfortable doing, but others have decided that they're going to help me get back into the swing of things by being backup and being around for me so I can work on branching out again.

I'm very lucky to have them in my life, otherwise i suppose I would have been stuck for possibly years.