DarkSmoke,
Let me say that I understand your desire to gain insight into your situation with your animals. I didn't see where you used any profanity, but do understand that many people here, myself included, feel very passionate about our animals, and would not acquire them without thorough research and all of the proper infrastructure required to keep these animals happy and healthy. I want to believe that you want the best for your animals, but your decision to not purchase something so vital, but obtain another animal, does seem irresponsible.
I make no judgments about you or your choices, but my statement is based on the information you provided. Maybe if you could be a little clearer in your posts, you will find that there are many wonderful people here, who are here to encourage and support you in being a responsible pet owner. – JMHO