I just went through this aswell, g/f of two years got overwhelmed with school and future and hauled like we never knew each other. All i can say is as painful as it has been it actually made my life better. Try going for walks, runs, and excercise to vent all the built up emotions. I used to be a lazzzy n now I do between 5-10 miles a day, work out on a regular basis, and feel better and look healthier then ever. Just try and keep your mental on your goals ($$$$). Go chill wit ur boys.