Does that make me a psychopath if I enjoy watching my snake eat a live rodent?

Good job with feeding your snake live, you had to do what ya had to. I had to do this with my Dumeril's boa when she was refusing F/T, and now she eats F/T but today she refused.. like last week too.. I think I have to get a live rat next week. But anyway, congrats on your snake eating!

P.S. Snakes, especially Ball pythons, can go several months without eating.