Sorry dude... hopefully things will get better soon! I had an AWFUL month this August, including the death of 2 loved ones, followed by my grandmother (who's 92) being diagnosed with Alzheimer's - and having to move into a nursing home. They say things happen in threes, so I'm praying that was it for the year. You've had at least 3 bad things happen, so maybe that's a sign things will be good from here on? Keep your chin up...