Honest and for truly, I'm not TRYING to be a terrible owner..... This is my first snake ever and I've wanted one SO bad for the last.... forever.... Every little thing has got me spooked. I don't want her to die and I don't want her to get sick and I don't want her to starve or to get bitten or get worms from her prey, I'm just a bit frazzled. I need to calm down, I know, but theory is a lot easier than practice.