thanks so much for all the advice guys . i didnt even realize that manny people understood what ive been goin through. ive tried all kinds of relaxation therapy and the best thing for me is to go build something lol.

My dads an engineer/carpenter/raised as a good old boy lol, and my moms an interior designer so its kinda in my blood to have all kinds of crazy ideas flowing though my head and sometimes and ill just have to make a home depot run :p. only problem with that is im extremely ocd kinda when it comes to stuff i build cuz it has to be perfect so that tends to stress me out lol and has actually cause my anxiety to pop out of no where at times.


but still nothing has helped me more than her so far . latley it kind of has been like if i dont have her with me to keep me company i do tend to feel bad at times. even if im just going to the pet store. if she doesnt come with me i feel like i have to just get what i need and get out of there :/.