so a few hours after my original post spent infusing info from this site and others and i feel better, i guess it was just the initial let down of going from possible morphs this season, to a 3 to 4 season wait if i breed and hold back. but thank you for the replies you guys have been very helpful in putting things in perspective. so the new game plan is to pick up a het female for this season while attempting to produce my own het females for follow on breeding.

lastly though i know most breeders have their "stud" morphs but numbers usually arnt mentioned i was wondering how many females i should try and breed hit my het male in a single season with out over doing it?