Danial, I'm a cynical guy. I'm that way because I've watched people do a lot of things.

IF you're sincere, you'll be fine.

IF this is a snowjob, and there is no way at this time to know whether it is or not since, by your own fault, you can't really be trusted, it will end badly for you.

What you do or choose not to do is entirely up to you. I hope you live up to your ...... assertions in this thread, BUT, if you don't.....well, it's not like you didn't know what was coming.

There are a lot of fine folks here that are totally willing to overlook transgressions such as yours, myself included, but I for one HATE being fooled a second time. It's just not pleasant and I'm all about being pleasant. Just ask anyone, they'll all tell you how much I go out of my way for pleasantries, but I digress far into left field here.

It's good you stepped up. Don't mess it up now by either being full of it and looking to get out of the mess you made or backsliding into your "old" ways.