Daniel, it's hard being a teenager and being online it's easy sometimes for kids your age, and even for adults who should know better, to get caught up in a sort of online fantasy. I'm very glad you decided to be face up to it.

It may take some time for the members here to show you much trust or respect but that's quite normal. Sit back, read, learn, stop rushing for something that you think you want - enjoy what you do have. Learn about snakes. There's no shame in being new or learning or not owning what some folks have. I don't have most of those killer morphs and likely never will. I wish I owned them but that's how it is so I enjoy what I do have. Remember those morphs are just regular ball pythons with a fancy "paint job" is all.