This is exactly what I am talking about!

[stormwulf133]

I did what I could. I work at a pet store and could only get 11 people motivated, and for 8 of those people I had to do it all myself. It sad really. I am so burnt out on it already, I think having a new baby doesn't help with that. Mainly though it is all the people that want to just do nothing that burn me out. I see people who got people together and sent thousands of letters and think I could have done more, but I tried. I really did. In fact, I spent everything down to my very last dime. I ran my print cartridge dry. I spend my very last dollar on postage. I even cut myself very close to getting a late fee on a credit card. I am up to my eyeballs in debt, and still I spent more money on credit card to feed the ol' canon printer. Yet, I still sit here sad because I feel like I didn't do enough. There is a pet expo tomorrow, I wish I had money to print flier for cars. I wish that I could have made my co-workers listen. I wish I could have made more phone calls.

I have had everything I care about in my life destroyed by big corporations, the government, or my own stupidity. My snakes are the last thing on this earth that truly makes me happy. I am NOT going to sit idly by and watch them take what I love. How though, can I do more? I was going to join pijac and usark, and I used the last of my money on letters and postage etc etc.

I guess I am rambling.

I did what I could, and yet, its never enough...